Denial

Blogs 2021 (16).png

๐˜ฟ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™–๐™ก. If I donโ€™t own it, God canโ€™t change it.
โ €
๐™„๐™› ๐™„ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃโ€™๐™ฉ ๐™–๐™™๐™ข๐™ž๐™ฉ ๐™ž๐™ฉ, ๐™„ ๐™ฌ๐™ค๐™ฃโ€™๐™ฉ ๐™จ๐™ช๐™—๐™ข๐™ž๐™ฉ ๐™ž๐™ฉ.
Listen, Iโ€™m not surprised when Christian leaders or human beings fall. Why? Because ๐˜โ€™๐˜ฎ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, and I know what Iโ€™m capable of without confessing ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ sin, repenting and submitting ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ life to God and a small circle of Godly friends ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต hold me accountable. And as a mentor said to me in my early 20โ€™s โ€œYouโ€™re only as accountable as you want to be.โ€ No one can force us to admit our weakness and sin. No one can force us to place it in the light where itโ€™s robbed of its power. Only we can conjure up the grit and bravery to make that phone call, send that text and willingly step out of denial and into confession. Letโ€™s not fool ourselves - thereโ€™s a reason why Jesus came, and we desperately need His saving grace on a daily basis.
โ €
๐™„๐™› ๐™„ ๐™™๐™ค๐™ฃโ€™๐™ฉ ๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™ฃ ๐™ž๐™ฉ, ๐™‚๐™ค๐™™ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃโ€™๐™ฉ ๐™˜๐™๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š ๐™ž๐™ฉ.
Speaking of Grace, denial of our issues stops us from receiving Gods amazing grace to see said issues healed, transformed and changed. Iโ€™m in a Celebrate Recovery group as we speak, and stepping out of denial is the first step towards real change. No one in my group can make me tell the truth or be honest with myself, only I can do that. I have been astounded as I open up my life, how the Grace of God keeps flooding into my weakness. And in that sacred space, His strength is made perfect.
โ €
๐™ƒ๐™š ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃโ€™๐™ฉ ๐™๐™š๐™–๐™ก ๐™ฌ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™„ ๐™ฌ๐™ค๐™ฃโ€™๐™ฉ ๐™จ๐™ช๐™ง๐™ง๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™๐™š๐™ง.
If I donโ€™t lay it on the alter, he canโ€™t resurrect it with His new life and healing. Thereโ€™s a reason why Jesus said, "Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me.โ€ (Luke 9:23) We canโ€™t have new life without death of the old.
โ €
๐™„๐™› ๐™„ ๐™ฌ๐™ค๐™ฃโ€™๐™ฉ ๐™›๐™–๐™˜๐™š ๐™ž๐™ฉ, H๐™š ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃโ€™๐™ฉ ๐™ง๐™š๐™ฅ๐™ก๐™–๐™˜๐™š ๐™ž๐™ฉ.
Our God is in the business of restoration. He wants to replace our pain, our past, our hopelessness, our lack and so much more with the ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด of who He is. But we have to choose to face our pain ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ Jesus, and walk into our healing and restoration hand in hand with The One who has come to set us free.

About the Author:

Untitled design.png

Andi Andrew is an author, speaker, as well as cofounder and copastor with her husband, Paul, of Liberty Church, with five locations in New York City, as well as locations in Manzini, Eswatini; San Francisco, California; and St. Petersburg, Florida. In 2015 she launched the She Is Free Conference in order to equip and activate women to walk in freedom, spirit, soul, and body, and see others set free in their sphere of influence. A frequent speaker all over the world, she lives in Brooklyn with her husband, Paul, and their four children.

Connect with Andi at: andiandrew.com



Andi will be one of our guest communicators this November in Hershey, PA for PREVAIL CONFERENCE! Donโ€™t wait! Registration is now open! Get your tickets today! Click here for details.

Guest Writer

Occasionally, PennDel Women will ask guest writers to participate in the PennDel Women blog. To submit a post for consideration, email brittany@penndelwomen.com for submission guidelines.

Previous
Previous

Baggage Allowance

Next
Next

The List